just don't understand ppl | hornygirl89's Blog

how can ppl be so damn self-absorbed and stupid.  how a person seems to think its ok to run the streets all hrs of the night, sleep all day, wake up to scream at her kids or even get a few laughs and smiles before leaving them in tears cuz its time for work and then doesn't seem to think she needs to be at home where she has two sick kids cuz well they aren't bad enough to be in the hospital.  has no qualms about leaving ppl at Wal-mart for hrs while she "just runs to say hi to her bf" knowing they are stuck there.  is so consumed in her lies she can't keep them straight and instead just shuts down or gets hostile if you call her on her bs....can sleep through her kids screaming and crying in her face and ears but thinks moving out on her own would be a wonderful idea....making good money but hasn't bought the pull ups, wipes, or any household essentials in over 2 months....honestly believes that she doesn't get to do anything and everyone is just trying to make her feel like a bad person and mom...NO DAMN IT YOU ARE A FUCKING NEGLECTFUL AND SUCKY ASS MOM SISTER AND DAUGHTER!!  DAMN IT I HAD ONE CHILD NOT THREE AND IT'S NOT FAIR TO ME OR YOUR KIDS FOR THEM TO BE CALLING THEIR AUNT THEIR MOM CUZ YOU ARE NEVER FUCKING HER AND THEIR DEADBEAT FATHER IS LOCKED THE FUCK UP!!  I just want to be the aunt that spoils them and a mother to my son that I already feel I'm fucking up cuz of all my issues and now I've got two more that are looking at me and treating me more like their mom and i'm correcting constantly that i'm aunt b not mommy!  what do you say to a crying half-hysterical 17 month old or 3.5 yr old when they wake up looking for mommy and she's nowhere to be found and doesn't answer her damn phone....or how disheartening it is that a 3.5 yr old wakes up at 3 am and says to her Nana "oh so mommy's will her bf? "yeah sweetie she'll be back later" "oh ok" and just sadly curls into herself and goes back to sleep.  how do you spend tons of money on your own clothes and personal tolietries but don't notice that your daughters underwear are too small and your son has outgrown his clothes and is out of pull ups.
I'm coming to hate my siblings becuz of how self-absorbed, disrespectful, and hyprocrits I've ever can two ppl let the world see a side of them that they will give a stranger off the street their shirt off their back and last dollar but for the family that has always had their backs and never judged them no matter how wrong they were they won't help unless they are paid or it'll make them look bad to those they consider important and even then the family never hears the end of it.  I must have really fucked up in help raise these two cuz they have become the epitamy of almost everything I raised them not to be.

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